Today I got to have my last x-mas with my gram wards , I got to see my Nana , ,my uncle & his son Dakota, my sister and her boyfriend Bradley , my parent's, and of course my gram, gramp, and christopher, ( for new readers that's my boyfriend ;-) .... okay so we got there late like always (haha) had a wonderful dinner , opened stockings & presents, and visited well we finished with desert . . . .hell yea for CHEESECAKE :-) anyhow I came home and needed my oxygen for awhile , me and a great friend Brooke went for a trip to McDonald's which is usually about 40mins each way ... well tonight it took two hours or more each way and the roads were terrible in the snow storm, very slippery but we made a fun time out of it, YOLO B-) anyhow I brought my oxygen but luckily didn't need it ... however I had an awful coughing attack--- these are scary ... consist of hard coughing, wheezing, chest tightness, oxygen drop, blue face, pass out.... sometimes seizures etc.. tonight chris was here @ home with his sister and her boyfriend , so he helped me hook up to oxygen and keep waking me up got my anxiety meds , and pounded on my back so I could get some mucus up (SUCCESS) got my pain meds into me finally chest comfort and comfortable in my mind set... I am still embarrassed about oxygen, attacks, and this shitty end stage CF crap!!!
Alright now going to sleep forever hoping to catch up with an old friend and her daughter tomorrow, not enough time to see everyone I want to before we move down south! Which I am sooooo stoked about but I'm gonna miss y'all
Okay good night, will write again asap ! Thank you all and lots of love :-) :-*
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